And maybe if you had someone to come home to,
You'd fight harder to come home alive,
She says,
Then looks at me. 
Like I'm worth coming back for. 
Like I'm worth living for. 
And I'm afraid in equal measure
That I'd be that person, 
And that I wouldn't be enough. 

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